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(no subject) [Aug. 10th, 2008|11:18 pm]
This will be the last post at grandiloquences. I've decided to stop blogging. I might be shifting to some where else, but nothing is confirmed. I might change my mind and decide to come back here, who knows. But this lj has definitely been through alot with me.


This song probably sums up how I feel right now:

And I am telling you
I'm not going.
You're the best man I'll ever know.
There's no way I can ever go,
No, no, no, no way,
No, no, no, no way I'm livin' without you.
I'm not livin' without you.
I don't want to be free.
I'm stayin',
I'm stayin',
And you, and you, you're gonna love me.
Ooh, you're gonna love me.

And I am telling you
I'm not going,
Even though the rough times are showing.
There's just no way,
There's no way.
We're part of the same place.
We're part of the same time.
We both share the same blood.
We both have the same mind.
And time and time we have so much to share,
No, no, no,
No, no, no,
I'm not wakin' up tomorrow mornin'
And findin' that there's nobody there.
Darling, there's no way,
No, no, no, no way I'm livin' without you.
I'm not livin' without you.
You see, there's just no way,
There's no way.

Tear down the mountains,
Yell, scream and shout.
You can say what you want,
I'm not walkin' out.
Stop all the rivers,
Push, strike, and kill.
I'm not gonna leave you,
There's no way I will.

And I am telling you
I'm not going.
You're the best man I'll ever know.
There's no way I can ever, ever go,
No, no, no, no way,
No, no, no, no way I'm livin' without you.
Oh, I'm not livin' without you,
I'm not livin' without you.
I don't wanna be free.
I'm stayin',
I'm stayin',
And you, and you,
You're gonna love me.


With love,
D.
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(no subject) [Aug. 9th, 2008|11:07 pm]


















































Ok, thats a hell lot of picture. Anyway I went to meet the Primary School friends earlier for lunch today! Its really nice catching up with them after not seeing them for close to 3 years? Amazing how we still can talk about anything and everything. Anyway we bitched, we gossiped like there's tommorow. Oh, not forgetting, we camwhored. We concluded Singapore is indeed very small, cause everyone knows everyone, which is kinda scary.

I miss school, surprisingly. I hate lazing around the house, waiting for the day to pass just like that. Wasting my youth loh serioously! I rather be busy with school work rather than have nothing to do. Some more training has stopped for the time being, was super alot of time to kill lor I tell you. No joke. Finding something to do seems like the challenge. So while I have nothing to do, my DS has been my best companion. I like.

Ok, can't wait to meet the ex girlf next Thursday. Another catching up session! So awesome! Good night world, time to sleep!
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(no subject) [Aug. 7th, 2008|02:27 am]
Hi Grandiloquences,

Its 230am, and I dont know why I'm up! I'm sleepy but I just can't get to sleep. So afraid to close my eyes, and open it the next morning just to realise everything has changed. I don't quite know what to feel right now. When shit comes, it comes in a bunch don't it? Ok, I shall end off this pointless and brainless entry here. Good night.

Love,
D.
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(no subject) [Aug. 6th, 2008|11:33 am]
Its that same feeling I felt a year ago. The feeling of giving up, and letting go.
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Better in time [Aug. 4th, 2008|08:10 pm]












I have so many pictures to upload but just plain lazy to do so. These are the over due pictures from the Tpiranhas BBQ we had a month ago, I think? Its even way before POL-ITE! Holy cow, thats long.

So anyway the holidays haven't been productive at all. I have been staying home, lazing my day away. Which is not good, cause I have a list of things I want to do this holiday. A week has passed and I barely touched on it. Okay, maybe one's cleared. Which was to go tanning. Went Del Mar with Momo last friday but obviously, it didn't quite work cause I am still as fair as ever. So, I will save myself some trouble and get my ass to fabulous tan instead. My mom would probably kill me, but the consequences can come later.

I have decided to do something about my to do list, and make a day to meet the puipui ex-girlf. Since training will stop after this week, I have decided to meet her next Thursday. She mocked me for not being flexible and insist on getting me an organiser. (She said it in a super sarcastic tone, btw.) But I really am very anal about making plans last minute. I hate impromptu-ness. (Well, ok sometimes)

Haiya, I suddenly lost my mood to blog, so I shall just end off here. Till next time when I feel like blogging again.
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(no subject) [Aug. 4th, 2008|12:46 am]
I HATE YOU!
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Champion for 3 years and counting. [Jul. 28th, 2008|12:55 pm]
Like I said before, we were in it, to win it. I'm so proud of Tpiranhas. (: Really. We wouldn't have done it without each other, and of course Marli. She has done it yet again. Without her, what is left of Tpiranhas, seriously. Its her faith in us that brought us to where we are now.

This was us, just a year ago. It seems like it was only yesterday.


And this is us, now. Definitely much stronger as a team.


Lets all embrace the moment, because each and everyone of us deserve it. (:
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POL-ITE 08/09 [Jul. 22nd, 2008|03:59 am]
Push it push it to the limit limit
Cause we're in it to win it, in it to win it

I realized that this is where my heart is
Now is the time to finish what i started
Can't worry bout what other people might say
It's who i am
Gotta live my dream my own way

Work work it harder
Gotta take it farther
No holding back
You know we gotta do it right now
Be even better
Work work together
It's now or never
Show em how we shine we gotta

1 down, 4 to go.
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(no subject) [Jul. 21st, 2008|12:26 am]
Why are you so stupid, D? No, seriously.
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(no subject) [Jul. 20th, 2008|07:34 pm]
I have a friend. She's disgustingly funny. This is what she said just now.

- says:
JUST NOW I PLUCK ALREADY
BUT HALF WAY
LATER PLUCK AGAIN

(L)GOLDILOCKS says:
hahahah tired ar

- says:
ya la
then got those small small very very hard to aim

(L)GOLDILOCKS says:
hahahaha
my goodness
i copy and paste this on my lj you die i tell you

- says:
shutup lo
u better dont do that
later i pluck my armpit hair and throw at u

(L)GOLDILOCKS says:
HAHAHAHAHA

No names were mentioned to save the embarrassement! HAHAHAHAHA. THIS KEEP ME SANE AMIDST MY WORKLOAD.
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POL-ITE [Jul. 20th, 2008|02:59 pm]
Hi Pol-ite season is here yeat again! Infact, its starting tommorow. In slightly more than 24 hours time. I am trying to keep calm as I type this, because obviously I am nervous/ freaked out. Ok, all the best Tpiranhas. Kick ass!
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Life is wonderful [Jul. 17th, 2008|09:58 am]
These are the long over due picture from Nic's birthday celebration at Top Table in school:












I am supposed to be doing my work now, but still, I'll try to manage a post. So the POL-ITE season is here yet again. This year's seems to come pretty quickly. I mean its next week! Hahaha. But ok, its my last year, time to give my 150%. May the best school win. Just thinking about it makes me want to pee pee. And sometimes I wonder, why are we deemed as arrogant. Weird. Oh well.

The holiday is fast approaching, and honestly, I CANNOT WAIT! It will soon be the end of my late nights. I can sleep as early as 9pm and wake up as late as 12pm. How shiok is that! Holidays also mean spending more time with family and friends. <3 May that one month of holiday be the longest month in my life.

Project 3 is honestly killing me slowly. The process is really tedious. So many things to do, so little time. Its causing me pimples and its not funny at all. Ugh, I cant wait for this torment to end soon.

On a happier note, Aug1st is reserved for the <3s. Cannot wait to spend quality time with them. (Not like I have been deprived of talking time with them, but still..) Nothing beats sitting down talking about anything and everything. (:

Shopping with Shimo yesterday. Looks like she has become my permanent shopping partner. Ok, not complaining cause I am loving it. Though I blew ___$ again. The money in my bank is seriously depleting. I have to stop my bad shopping habits. Seriously. Its really no use setting a budget cause I will obviously go over budget by a mile.

And hi lazy ass, I still think you are very blind. How can you think _ is prettier than _! Horrible! And no, dont tell me stars are blind. No link. Haha.
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(no subject) [Jul. 15th, 2008|01:01 am]
I am so overwhelmed with emotions, I wonder, where do we go from here.
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Just as I thought we've finally made it. [Jul. 14th, 2008|10:34 pm]
"somehow wht you just told me makes me .. want to hold back all over again"
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</3 [Jul. 10th, 2008|11:34 pm]


I hope its just the lack of sleep.
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(no subject) [Jul. 10th, 2008|08:03 am]
Its 8am in the morning and I havent slept ever since yesterday's 845am. Its almost 24 hours omg, I am amazed. But of course, lack of sleep has its own side effect. My vision is blurry, head's heavy! Yesterday was a super hectic day, I am so glad its going to be over soon! Amidst the crazy workload, something/someone manage to make me smile! (:

Ok, got to rush now. Proper update soon, promise.
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(no subject) [Jul. 9th, 2008|04:07 am]
School work is taking a toll on me. I am so stressed out, I can hardly breathe. =/
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X [Jul. 4th, 2008|09:44 am]
[Current Mood | sad]

I hate waking up to mornings like this.

My neck hurts, my body hurts. Must have been training last night.
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The S word. [Jul. 2nd, 2008|12:20 am]
I honestly do not understand human behaviour, really. They queer me. People derive pleasure out of another person's misery. And human beings can be so vicious, they'll stab you right at the back, whether or not you guys are friends. Why can't people mind their own business, seriously? Don't they have anything better to do, than to go around snooping on other people's life? Omg, I'm feeling sick just as I type this. It really hasn't exactly sink into me yet, how one person can be so bitchy. You irk me. You and your shameless behaviour. What do you get in return for doing all that? Do you secretly want to see me fall? Sorry to disappoint, but its going to take much more than that to bring me down. Try harder, next time.

That aside, selection today. Not going to elaborate. Its a (U) day.
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Say it again [Jun. 30th, 2008|10:51 pm]
I <3 Marie Digby's new song.

The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again

Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there’s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life

And it feels like it’s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Ok, so anyway, selections this week. Good luck to the 20 of us ok.
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